It’s like the most frustrating feeling to have all of these pent up thoughts and emotions, and not be able to just get them off my chest. Especially when they’re towards someone who used to be my best friend. It’s like, how did this even happen? How did we get to this point? I don’t know. All I know, is this sucks. I want to talk to you. I want it to be like it used to be. But it just can’t. For so many reasons….it just can’t. And that makes me so, so sad. And it makes me sadder that I’m 99% positive that you could care less. I wish I had a way to not care about this anymore. But I just don’t know how to turn these feelings off. And I wish I could. Cause this SUCKS.